As If This Mattered...: Archive

Bleh

I needed a win today. When I didn’t get one, then I needed a friend. When I didn’t get that either, I went to bed feeling like shit. What a wonderful way to start my tumblr back up, eh? This is just the easiest place to vent a bit right now. Fb is too crowded sometimes..

Jul 1st

The Smile, The Face

I’ve decided to go through the lyrics of this song and bold anything that is so close to my situation with Steph that I couldn’t have written the words any better myself: I was never going to fall (I was never going to fall) But the smile and face have sealed my fate (The smile, the face) So sweet, an addict of it all (I was an addict of it all) I was blind for another taste I have...

Feb 1st

Dear Rob,

zoobunny: Dear Rob, Hi! I heard some of the work Aaron did on your songs. You did an amazing job. I’m so excited that you’re going to perform at Unplugged and hang out a bit. aw, thanks. I can’t wait to hear it all once he’s done with it, which he tells me will be soon.

Jan 28th

words, a little refined (but not much)

Words bereft of joy, the joy that’s brought by love when it begins with hopes that it won’t end, but now alone, the artist molds a mask of words he hopes conceal the sadness ‘til the day the next love comes along, hoping she might see beyond the silly words that make up his love songs into the heart, where there’s a boy whose only dream is taking off the mask he wears to...

Jan 26th

fmylife: Today, I was having sex with a guy, and as he came, he shouted “MORTAL KOMBAT!” His roommate shouted back, “FINISH HER!” FML this is hilariuos.

Jan 17th

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fmylife: Today, I came home from a long day at work to find a path of rose pedals from the front door. Gasping with surprise, I followed it past the living room… past the bedroom.. into the kitchen, where there was a note that said “Friends coming over tonight, we need food, love you!” FML that’s amazing

Jan 17th

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Jan 12th

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verse 2

so smile again my love. We can just pretend away the pain. After all, it’s only one more song; at least we’re not alone tonight. Let’s pray our hearts may not alight. (needs work, but I think it’s headed in the right direction)

Jan 8th

Jan 3rd

Watch

W&M (C)2009 William R. Wight I’m thinking of changing the A chord from X02220 to 577600, and the lyrics to “…now, alone the artist molds a mask of words he hopes conceal the sadness ‘til the day…” same melody. It’s still a work in progress, obviously

Dec 31st

verse 1

Words bereft of joy, the joy that’s brought by love when it begins, with hopes that it won’t end, but now, alone, the artist molds a mask so that those words we wrote might last until the day the next love comes along hoping that she might see beyond the silly words that make up his love songs into the heart, where there’s a boy whose only dream is taking off the mask he wears to...

Dec 30th

Dec 24th

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1 tag

Watch

a video of me singing and playing the guitar. Enjoy.

Dec 22nd

can't post my youtube videos

oh well, go to my facebook. I uploaded videos of me singing

Dec 18th

Dec 16th

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Reblog with the origin of your Tumblr username.

itsaparasaurolophus: zoobunny: suprcollidr: iftheraincomes: lennonlove: monkberrymoondelight: simplyshady: Song by George Harrison. Song by Paul McCartney. There is this guy… and you probably wouldn’t know who he is but his name is John Lennon and I love him. The Beatles’ song “Rain” I was at this show in Dublin when Radiohead played “Super Collider” live for the first time....

Dec 11th

Dec 9th

wednesdays off

I love how I get Wednesdays off every week. The only good thing about my job, really. Probably the only thing I’ll miss when I leave that job, too.

Dec 9th

Here I am, singing softly, slowly, hoping you will understand that I need you (I need you), so won’t you come with me and maybe you will see in time; baby you and me for all time. And I know that this is where I want to be, with you right here next to me. And I hope this isn’t just a passing thing, this you and me. You and me is everything that I want to be, with ou next to me I...

Dec 8th

*sigh* bummed

It’s really difficult to get over someone when a) nothing went seriously wrong, and b) she’s possibly the hottest, sweetest girl I’ve ever laid eyes on. I can trick myself into thinking I’m over her for a while, but then we’ll hang out, or I’ll see some pictures of her, or something and then it’s back to square one.

Dec 7th

I need to watch Johnny Dangerously. Anyone got a copy I could borrow, you farging bastiges?

Dec 3rd

Nov 28th

Thanksgiving with the family

Going to Pigeon Forge/Gatlinburg area for Thanksgiving. I’ll get paid on black friday with about 20 hrs of overtime and I’ll be in NE TN’s #1 shopping destination, but I won’t be able to spend that money because I have to pay rent and other bills from it :( oh well. Christmas presents will be bought online most likely. Thinkgeek.com is where it’s at

Nov 25th

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I should probably start this off right

So here I am again, at the start of yet another blog. It seems I can’t keep up with these, and yet every few years I feel like I have to start another one. Some things about me you should know: I’m 23, soon to be 24. I live by myself in an apartment that’s way too expensive, but also very nice. I was married once. It ended badly, and while I can’t claim no fault, I...

Nov 25th